I've not blogged specifically about it, but those of you who know me in real life know that I've been dealing with a nagging hip injury that has made it not only difficult to exercise, but from time to time made it difficult to just get around. I feel like a whiny, baby man when I bring it up. But when asked if I am limping (which is often enough) I can't quite pull off an Igor (Marty Feldman) from Young Frankenstein either. "What hump?" or in my case, "What limp?"I finished last year ranked second in the nation in my age group and weight class in Olympic Weightlifting. Believe me, the stars had to align just right for that to happen. Contrast that with the fact that I have been unable to compete at all this year. I not only will have no ranking, I won't even exist as far as the sport is concerned. My best weightlifting efforts at this writing are about where my opening attempts were at my very first meet many years ago. This is of course sobering. I'm not starting over completely, but it sure feels that way. As much as I would like to get back on the platform, the pain has forced me to focus less on my sport and on more basic concerns: like what do I need to do to get to where I can tie my own shoes or walk to the store or walk up the stairs without a white hot poker as a constant companion?
My current injury is very similar to one I had five years ago. It may be exactly the same...just re-injured. Back then I was testing out a new weightlifting shoe with a higher heel than the one I ordinarily used and I landed funny on one power clean and whoopsie! It took about 6 months for that boo-boo to heal. I've narrowed down the current injury to overuse: too much squatting and kettlebell sport practice volume concurrently. I've been dealing with it for almost a year now and it is feeling close to being resolved but it still flares up in new and surprising ways from time to time. I have more good days in a row now than bad days and I am able to move relatively pain free in more ways than I could just a month ago.
Bottom line: I'm not a young man. I'm friggin' 52 years old. I frankly don't remember what "young" was like exactly, but I'm damn sure it didn't feel like things feel now. I know at 52 it is easier to get injured and injuries, if they do heal, will take a lot longer to heal than they would at 32 or even 42. I'm also aware that any sport has inherent risks and the older one gets the riskier it gets. So, while I'm not settling for less than I can get, I am very aware that I will have to settle for what I can have. Getting old is not for sissies. Getting back to a 160kg squat versus being able to tie my shoes pain free is probably a false choice...chances are I may get to have neither. I can tell you that both choices are taking a lot more work and a lot more time to realize than I would like.
Here are some of the things I've learned or noticed this year that have helped me get beyond just coping with the situation.
1) Patience, patience, patience.
2) Find movements that don't hurt and do them as often as possible.
3) Rolling around on the floor is therapeutic. Tuck your knees, hold them and roll from side to side and back and forth, somersaults, etc. Several times a day. I don't why this has worked for me, but it has been the single most healing activity I've found.
4) Move. Keep moving.
5) Setbacks will happen. See #1 above.
6) Be kind to yourself. Say good things to yourself when you see little improvements. If you had a setback, say good things anyway. Beating yourself up doesn't help.
7) Be flexible with goal setting. It's good to have benchmarks, but be open to "fits and starts" and surprises instead of forcing a linear progression.
8) Alleve is your friend. Advil too. And the hot tub.
9) Work around the pain. What may have contributed to the injury in the first place was insufficient training of supportive, stabilizing musculature. Compensating movement gets a bad rap, but if those compensating muscles are taking the load now, they probably needed to be playing a bigger role before the injury happened.
10) Don't worry. Worry won't help. You don't have to be happy, but be something else besides worried.
Oh, and buy a copy of Pavel's DVD Resilient. Great resource for preventing injuries and like the title suggests making you less susceptible to injury in the first place. I wish I had been more diligent with it. Maybe I wouldn't be hurt now. It has been helpful post-injury too.
For those of you reading this who are dealing with an injury, I hope you heal up fast. And to all of you I wish a Happy and Healthy 2010.
R




